Life is primarily excellent right now, but I think this is just because of all of the work-avoidance I am doing. Somehow I have mastered the illusion of productivity, busying myself with midnight coffee, swing dancing, and the occasional book. Meanwhile, my economics festers.

I wish I could really appreciate classical music. I can’t seem to get emotionally involved with classical, possibly because of the lack of vocals to easily give the illusion of communication. Yesterday, my mom, my little brother, and I went to a classical concert of a piano and a violincello. I failed to make myself enjoy it very much. With two instruments, I found myself focusing on one or the other instead of listening to the piece as a whole. The two performers would jerk their heads to the music during emotional bits at different rates, giving me the impression of schitzophrenia. I hope I’ll learn to appreciate classical someday. Also, learn to play chess properly! If the West Wing has taught me anything, it’s that you must be good at chess to succeed in politics.

Yesterday, went downtown to get photos for newspaper. I’m excited about doing the center spread! It counts as a promotion even though the reason it happened is because my own back page is being eaten alive by a full-page ad. Lea consented to schlepp around with me and take pictures and make fun of my addiction to bead-shopping. My love for Lea is monumental and ungainly. Why aren’t I in college yet?

Bohemia West II, Thursday night, was fun and profitable. I like being in charge even though it is completely agonizing.

My parents have, somehow, found zen! I’m so happy. Last night my 2AM walk with the dog garnered no comment beyond “We’re glad you took the cellphone. That was Responsible!” I bet this is because I’m Lenting (no chocolate and candy), so God loves me. Sweet.

Great thing #6.