exam season

6:11 pm on Tuesday, May 10th, 2005

Somehow when I go to sleep in the early morning, I tend to be insomniac and have these horrible choking nightmares, where I can’t wake up for minutes at a time. I have to struggle up out of sleep and I can barely sit up. Last night, I kept waking up every half hour screaming, only my voice would give out, and then I would realize I was still asleep and have to struggle awake. I don’t remember what I was screaming about now, except this one recurring scene of a man’s throat being stuffed with lead to keep him from talking. Huh. Now I find this kind of thing interesting (if incomprehensible) but I remember being absolutely horrified at the time. I suppose it’s the exams, or something.

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