Took a mental health day off from school yesterday, which was maybe a bad idea because I’m still crazy. A little less crazy, I guess.
I don’t think I’ve ever been this consistently unhappy before. It’s either friends, or grades, or parents, and I suppose that when the universe exhausts all of those possibilities I’ll contract ebola or something. I now have a bile.txt file on my desktop, which I use to rail about things and people in all caps. I think that is pretty ridiculous, but as least I’ve not sunk so low as to get a livejournal.
So he visited, and that was what you’d call an incredibly good thing, only now it’s over, and I am sad. I’m going to go eat some chocolate, I think. Yes!
Hey, Anush, you always wanted to learn to dance, so here it is. Easy enough dance I believe
And the teacher is excellent.
http://raketik.com/workshop2/watermark/2stedance.mov
But if you wanted some more hip swinging rhythems
http://raketik.com/workshop2/watermark/brasildance.mov
The brazillian Electro is better…
: D
Oh, yeah, he’s better than chocolate…
Aww, cheer up! I’ve gone through extended period of generall “mehness” before; the key is finding ways to distancs yourself from the problem. Looked at objectively, the problems that cause you so much trouble are really insignificant (in fact, looked at correctly, one can make any problem appear insignificant). When something gets you down, find something else to cheer you up, then turn back on the original problem with this new source of strength.
Sometimes I forget I’m not writing an English essay or whatnot and go into BS mode, but I think there may be a grain of truth carefully hidden above. Or not.
Every time I feel down, I kill a hostage.
cheer up.
I agree with Arman. He seems to be on to something there.